Tuesday, April 28, 2015

WEEK 12 RESULTS!!! I LOVE YOU ALL!

Friends-

Our Tree of Life Challenge has come to an end...Sniff sniff. Thanks again for giving your time and effort into the fun and unique adventure! Thanks to everyone for filling out the survey! GREAT JOB with finishing out the challenge with good points! We had half of the group (that filled out the survey) in the thirties and several with high thirties!!! WOOT WOOT!! I appreciate all your kind words and your input! YOU ARE WELCOME!! I loved running this!!  

It was REALLY fun to see which challenges were your favorites and least favorites etc! Please check out the results at the end of the email...

IF YOU ARE CONTEMPLATING RUNNING THIS CHALLENGE for your friends... PLEASE REPLY to this email and let's set up a time to get together in person or on the phone and I will teach you how to do the surveys etc. It's not too hard to learn but someone taught me and I'd be happy to show you how. I really hope some of you will take this challenge and spread it to your friends, who will then share it with their friends and we can touch thousands of lives! PLEASE CONSIDER IT! You can make it your own and YOU WILL LOVE IT!!

I finished my tree of life art project yesterday and I'm super happy how it turned out even though it was stressing me out! Haha! The path is lined with the scriptures (from 1st Nephi 8:10,11) from Lehi's dream that inspired this whole challenge, and inspire me daily. The birds represent my many prayers I send to Heavenly Father, and the Holy Ghost. The bird in the tree represents my little sister, Liza, who is always close by me and loves to reside in trees. ;) And the little girl is the little girl in myself that I discovered along my path. On her dress is a tree that has grown in her heart, which represents what I learned in the temple on the first week of the challenge, that we can plant the seed in our hearts and have our own tree of life within us, if we will nourish it with faith in Christ and never give up! Of course the Tree is the love of God, which is our Savior, Jesus Christ, and the flowers are the blessings of the atonement, which are many! 

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Two Michelles shared their art with me this week. Michelle Steen shared this photo of a tree at sunrise that she took years ago. It is so incredibly majestic! I love it! Here is what she said about it. 

The photo is one from a few years ago. It is my favorite tree in the world. I used to look at this tree as a child and feel something move within me. It connected me to everything. I would look for it every day when I got up, when I returned home from school, when I needed a connection. I continued to do that throughout my adulthood even after I moved away from "home." Unfortunately this tree no longer exists in the world. Someone decided that a tree in the middle of a large field was not good for their farm... But I keep the photo to remind me of that connection and that centered feeling I got when I would see the tree. I have plans for the photo... A montage of other photos of trees that I have seen that have affected me and reminded me of our great Creator. It hasn't come together yet, but I am working on it.- Michelle Steen

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The other Michelle (Budge) texted me this picture that she drew. It's a tree she always drew as a child, and it reminds her of being that sweet little girl. So for the project she drew her special little tree again and put, what I think is the perfect quote in the tree. She's going to frame this and put it on her desk to remind herself of her childhood and of this challenge and all that she learned!

Thanks Michelles!! :)

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I REALLY RELLY hope that more of you will send me your projects to share as you finish them!! THANKS SO MUCH!!


WEEK 12  Ah ha MOMENTS:

I loved that I finished reading the Book of Mormon this week. It was very fitting for our challenge to end on Moroni 10. I have such a respect and love for Moroni. He is an example of enduring to the end, remaining faithful to the end, all alone. Just think if we didn't have the book of Moroni included in the Book of Mormon. He shared the sacramental prayers, how to love and care of the members of our wards, wonderful discourse on faith, hope and charity, the correct way to righteously judge, review of the gifts of the Spirit we each possess, the formula of how to know the truthfulness of the things of God, and especially a beautiful, personal invitation to each of us to "Come unto Christ and be perfected in Him". I am grateful for this challenge and the refining process it has been in my life. I feel Heavenly Father's love for me. – Lachelle Hull

This has been an amazing experience- I have loved every bit of it!!- Camille Smith

April 28, 2015. Sarah’s Tree of Life Challenge ended yesterday, and it has been a great three months. I finished my art project which is a poem and a collage of my “ah ha” moments. There was one moment of realization that I didn’t include in the project, because I am somewhat embarrassed by it. It is actually a little humorous to me because of a human reaction I had. It is important to know that I am always wishing I were more motivated to keep better order in my home, and not collect stacks of papers and projects; I often pray about this. So following the week where we focused on de-cluttering, I eventually came to grips with the fact that I needed to do this right, and found specific helpful encouragement from Sarah and others, including Cindy Seipert. And here is my admission: I actually wondered why Heavenly Father hadn’t answered my prayer and given me the desire to work on this; and now I’m being spurred on by my daughter through this Tree of Life Challenge. Then it hit me that Heavenly Father was helping me and answering my prayers, but it was through Sarah and the Challenge. Duh! I had to laugh at myself, and immediately thought of the story many have heard about the man who was climbing a mountain—or maybe he was sliding off a cliff—and found himself in peril. He prayed fervently to God for some kind of help. All of a sudden he found a branch to cling to. He then told God to never mind, because he had found a branch and was safe. Funny, huh. And now as I have been thinking about this story, I am smiling again as I see my branch coming from the Tree of Life. – Mary Anne Koski

This was a great and rewarding challenge! Thank you Sarah!!! I also enjoyed all that was shared by the group and for all of your wonderful examples!- Cindy Sorensen

I found another scripture this week about the tree of life in Alma 33:32 
"And now, my brethren, I desire that ye shall plant this word in your hearts, an das it beginneth to swell even so nourish it by your faith. And behold, it will become a tree, slinging up in you unto everlasting life. And then may God grant unto you that your burdens may be light, through the joy of his Son. And even all this can ye do if ye will. Amen"  I love how he says "if ye will." It is really just up to us! Simple as that. Do we want these blessing of our burdens being light? Then there are things we can do to help, through our faith and through Christ. YES! – Sarah Crawford

THOUGHTS ON THE Tree of Life ART PROJECT:

I loved this Challenge even thou I have failed miserably at it. It has been an eye opener & confirmed that EVERY time I start down a 'Spiritual Journey' I am forever bombarded with obstacles, restraints, road blocks that get in my way...& this was no different. However; I am determined to not allow it to distract or take me down - I will continue to press forward & complete my "Tree of Life" project it's just gonna take a little longer than expected!! – Tave Udall


I am still working on the project. I wanted to have it completed by this week. However, just as life is, I am learning to be flexible in my plans. It seems I keep finding more items I want to add. I will complete the project soon.- Lachelle Hull

Haven 't done it yet but still planning on it!- Camille Smith

Still working on it, its going to be more of a summer project since this wedding season is killing any free time I have. But I am excited to have something as a reminder to look at everyday!- Trellany Udall

When I went to England, I started taking pictures of trees. I was drawn to their beauty, shape, character and majestic height. In the back of my mind, I wanted to create a slide show for my family. My Tree of Life project is this slide show. 
Since I am currently serving in the Family History Library in Salt Lake City, I am going to incorporate the importance of strong roots. I feel that my great family heritage, my roots, have given me the strength to grow tall and straight and to send out branches, my children and my twiglets, my grandchildren to create a beautiful tree. A tree that brings forth good fruit to share with all we meet. A tree that shelters others from the storms of life. A tree that receives it's light, life and refreshing water daily from a loving Heavenly Father and His Son, Jesus Christ and gentle promptings from the Holy Ghost. I am so grateful I could participate in this glorious experience. Thank you Sarah for following the Spirit and putting it all together!- Sharilyn Wilson

I must say that I did enjoy doing it. It was helpful to do it in steps.- Mary Anne Koski

I have not finished The Tree of Life art project, what I did start I did not like so I am starting over. I do plan on make a art project but I know now that is will take a lot more effort, my commitment, and it will take more time! I think I have learned because I have have not completed the art project that life can be very hard but that doesn't mean you give up or quit. You keep on trying until it becomes easier, until you know what works best for you! I know I had 12 weeks to work on the art project not just this one week, but I did not make it a priority. I believe that being a disciple of Christ take a great wiliness to do all that is required and brings joy when we put forth our greatest efforts. So I do have hope that I can make this art project happen.- Cindy Sorensen

THOUGHTS ON MYSTERY CHALLENGE: (make a plan on how to continue your new positive habits)

I am going to try to keep on keeping on. I still have a lot of work to do.- Michelle Steen

I prepared a "vision board" following a presentation by Joyce Brinton a couple of years ago. I have updated that to include some statements about changes I am making. Mary Anne Koski  (note to self… I need to find out more about this “vision board" my mom mentioned!)

My plans are to keep working on the daily goals, to improve on the weekly challenges and to be able to make each of them part of my weekly goals. And to apply the mystery challenges as often as possible in my daily life.- Cindy Sorensen

My plan is to act as though I am still doing the challenge every day. My painting will help me remember and I might even make up a new chart to track my progress.- Sarah Crawford

Good news!! My sweet mom found the talk I was looking for about the joy that comes from CREATING! Here is my favorite part of it. But the link to the whole talk is below. I highly recommend!  (more results are after the talk)!!

The Work of Creation

The desire to create is one of the deepest yearnings of the human soul. No matter our talents, education, backgrounds, or abilities, we each have an inherent wish to create something that did not exist before.
Everyone can create. You don’t need money, position, or influence in order to create something of substance or beauty.
Creation brings deep satisfaction and fulfillment. We develop ourselves and others when we take unorganized matter into our hands and mold it into something of beauty—and I am not talking about the process of cleaning the rooms of your teenage children.
You might say, “I’m not the creative type. When I sing, I’m always half a tone above or below the note. I cannot draw a line without a ruler. And the only practical use for my homemade bread is as a paperweight or as a doorstop.”
If that is how you feel, think again, and remember that you are spirit daughters of the most creative Being in the universe. Isn’t it remarkable to think that your very spirits are fashioned by an endlessly creative and eternally compassionate God? Think about it—your spirit body is a masterpiece, created with a beauty, function, and capacity beyond imagination.
But to what end were we created? We were created with the express purpose and potential of experiencing a fulness of joy. 4 Our birthright—and the purpose of our great voyage on this earth—is to seek and experience eternal happiness. One of the ways we find this is by creating things.
If you are a mother, you participate with God in His work of creation—not only by providing physical bodies for your children but also by teaching and nurturing them. If you are not a mother now, the creative talents you develop will prepare you for that day, in this life or the next.
You may think you don’t have talents, but that is a false assumption, for we all have talents and gifts, every one of us. 5 The bounds of creativity extend far beyond the limits of a canvas or a sheet of paper and do not require a brush, a pen, or the keys of a piano. Creation means bringing into existence something that did not exist before—colorful gardens, harmonious homes, familymemories, flowing laughter.
What you create doesn’t have to be perfect. So what if the eggs are greasy or the toast is burned? Don’t let fear of failure discourage you. Don’t let the voice of critics paralyze you—whether that voice comes from the outside or the inside.
If you still feel incapable of creating, start small. Try to see how many smiles you can create, write a letter of appreciation, learn a new skill, identify a space and beautify it.
Nearly a century and a half ago, President Brigham Young spoke to the Saints of his day. “There is a great work for the Saints to do,” he said. “Progress, and improve upon and make beautiful everything around you. Cultivate the earth, and cultivate your minds. Build cities, adorn your habitations, make gardens, orchards, and vineyards, and render the earth so pleasant that when you look upon your labors you may do so with pleasure, and that angels may delight to come and visit your beautiful locations. In the mean time continually seek to adorn your minds with all the graces of the Spirit of Christ.” 6
The more you trust and rely upon the Spirit, the greater your capacity to create. That is your opportunity in this life and your destiny in the life to come. Sisters, trust and rely on the Spirit. As you take the normal opportunities of your daily life and create something of beauty and helpfulness, you improve not only the world around you but also the world within you.

Is your life going to be different (improved) now after doing this entire challenge?

YES! I've tried several new things that brought me closer to the Lord1213.3%
Yes, a little. I learned something...88.9%
It might be different, but not really in a good way.00%
It will be pretty much the same.00%

If you didn't join us very often on the challenge, please let me know why

Too busy!562.5%
Not really what I thought it was going to be112.5%
Too much reading00%
Too churchy00%
Too boring00%
Too much pressure00%
Just didn't find it interesting00%
Don't really need someone to motivate me to do things00%
Other675%

Which WEEKLY CHALLENGE do you think is the MOST VITAL of all the 12 weeks to get to the TREE?

Focus on PRAYER420%
DECLUTTER your life210%
Look back into your CHILDHOOD00%
Feel God's love through NATURE15%
Learn about your ANCESTORS15%
Feel God's love through MUSIC15%
Focus on the SCRIPTURES420%
Try MEDITATION15%
Focus on the SAVIOR525%
Write in your JOURNAL15%
Gather ART SUPPLIES00%
CREATE YOUR TREE OF LIFE!00%

Which WEEKLY CHALLENGE gave you the most or best "ah ha" moments?

Focus on PRAYER630%
DECLUTTER your life15%
Look back into your CHILDHOOD15%
Feel God's love through NATURE00%
Learn about your ANCESTORS210%
Feel God's love through MUSIC15%
Focus on the SCRIPTURES210%
Try MEDITATION210%
Focus on the SAVIOR315%
Write in your JOURNAL210%
Gather ART SUPPLIES00%
CREATE YOUR TREE OF LIFE!00%

What was your favorite NEW things that you tried of all the 12 weeks? 

Focus on PRAYER00%
DECLUTTER your life15%
Look back into your CHILDHOOD420%
Feel God's love through NATURE735%
Learn about your ANCESTORS15%
Feel God's love through MUSIC210%
Focus on the SCRIPTURES315%
Try MEDITATION15%
Focus on the SAVIOR00%
Write in your JOURNAL00%
Gather ART SUPPLIES00%
CREATE YOUR TREE OF LIFE!15%

Which MYSTERY CHALLENGE was your favorite? 

Get a SMALL NOTEBOOK or journal for "ah ha" moments15%
BE KIND TO STRANGERS!420%
Enjoy an activity from your CHILDHOOD315%
Write a LETTER (or email) to a friend15%
Have a TEMPLE experience15%
Self affirmation in MIRROR15%
Look at and enjoy visual ART15%
Pray to be someone's ANGEL525%
Share your testimony of JESUS CHRIST00%
Group FAST (and prayer)15%
Re-read or listen to a recent GENERAL CONFERENCE TALK210%
Develop a PLAN to STAY ON TRACK with new habits00%

Which MYSTERY CHALLENGE was your least favorite? 

Get a SMALL NOTEBOOK or journal for "ah ha" moments15%
BE KIND TO STRANGERS!00%
Enjoy an activity from your CHILDHOOD15%
Write a LETTER (or email) to a friend15%
Have a TEMPLE experience00%
Self affirmation in MIRROR1155%
Look at and enjoy visual ART15%
Pray to be someone's ANGEL00%
Share your testimony of JESUS CHRIST00%
Group FAST (and prayer)210%
Re-read or listen to a recent GENERAL CONFERENCE TALK210%
Develop a PLAN to STAY ON TRACK with new habits15%

How hard did you try over the whole 12 weeks of the challenge?

5 - Gave maximum effort every week15%
4 - Gave maximum effort most weeks315%
3 - Gave a good effort most weeks1050%
2 - Gave a little effort most weeks315%
1 - Gave a little effort a few times210%
Didn't really change my behaviors but read the emails15%
Didn't even read emails00%

Looking back, do you think you might have tried harder if we had shared our points with the group?

Yes - That would have been better all around00%
Yes - But it might have changed the feeling of the whole challenge525%
No - It wouldn't have affected how much work I did.1365%
No - It would have made me not want to do the challenge.15%
Not sure15%

Lots of love! PLEASE STAY IN TOUCH!! 

REMEMBER THAT GOD LOVES YOU TODAY and WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER!!!!!
Sarah 

Sunday, April 26, 2015

Our LAST SURVEY and MY STORY of the TREE of LIFE!

FRIENDS-

This can't possibly be coming to an end! Oh dear! What will I do without you?? I can't thank you enough for trusting me with your precious time! I know each minute of our busy lives are important and I hope that this challenge has edified you, strengthened  you and helped you feel the love that you so richly deserve to feel. I have felt it for you and from you and I know our Heavenly Father, and His Son, and the Holy Ghost feel it for you too. They have been guiding this whole process since way before it began. They have been guiding you and will continue to guide you, especially as you do the things that have brought you closer to the tree. I want to share the whole story of how I felt His love for me the day before I started this challenge and how it all came about! There are some really special moments in here that most of you have NOT heard, and some wonderful things I want you to know. I have been wanting to tell you this story from the beginning but the timing was never right, and I hope tonight it is and that you will enjoy what I have to share… but FIRST…

How is your TREE OF LIFE ART PROJECT coming?!! I hope you enjoyed the creating process and have something to remember this by! I hope so much that you will keep working on it, even if you haven't finished. I hope you will share it with us, even if it is just telling us what you did. PLEASE REPLY TO THIS EMAIL WITH A PICTURE (OR DESCRIPTION OF) YOUR TREE of Life project if you'd like me to share it with the group. If you don't want to share it, but want to send it to me… that's GREAT! Just let me know you don't want me to forward it on. No problem! 

THE SURVEY is at the bottom of this email. But please keep reading before you take it!

Here is my mom's project. It's the size of a scrapbook page. I LOVE IT! Look around the edges too. The poem is one she wrote a few weeks ago. The picture of the shepherd with the lost lamb is very dear to her and the lost lamb represents our sweet Liza. 

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Her poem says:

THE RESCUE:
In days before
It was her I saw
The lost
The bewildered 
The found
I wanted to be the shepherd
Head bowed to the ground

But now a different view I see
The rescue of all sheep
Allowing me the Tree of Life
It's fruit to freely eat

For Jesus, the Good Shepherd
Left worlds of light above
To find me with compassion
Do you see the love
Do you see the love

Isn't that beautiful?! I can't wait to see what you have created. It doesn't have to be perfect. It just has to be YOU!!!

Here is MY STORY...

As many of you know from the emails and stories that I sent out during the last 12 weeks, I had been struggling since August with feelings of being a failure as a mother, and some major sadness and anxiety over my family and their struggles. On New Year's Eve I had made four new years resolutions, but broke the two about not eating m&m's and not drinking Diet Mtn. Dew (but I succeeded in keeping these during this challenge)! The other two (that I did keep) were to take all the games of my cell phone and attend the temple every week this year. I had been praying every single day to know that God loves me and to see myself through his eyes. I had started seeing myself more clearly as I worked on my SOUL BOOK and looked back into my childhood and saw myself as His precious daughter, and realized that the little girl was still here inside of me. I was starting to feel the love! But much more was to come...

On Sunday, January 25, I REALLY wanted to go to the temple even though it was closed and I wouldn’t be able to go inside. I had been sick all week and so I hadn't gone, but there was no way I was going to break my going-to-the-temple streak already, so I drove to the Gilbert temple and was going to count this as my temple attendance for the week. It was a beautiful cloudy day and the temperature was perfect. I got out of my car and just stared at the beautiful house of God, that I had come to love so much. Then I decided to walk all the way around the outside fence (the gates were closed). When I got to the very front, I just stopped and just gazed up at Angel Moroni and started to pray. For a long time I plead to God with all my heart, that He would let me feel His love for me and that He would help me save my children. "Please help me save my children!" I was crying and begging for His help. The sun was right behind the steeple, at the base of Moroni, and since it was so cloudy, I could practically stare right at it and Moroni as I prayed with all my heart. 

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Somewhere in there, during or after my prayer, a thought entered my head, like God was whispering to me, “You’re saying it backwards.” I thought about it for a minute and I realized God was trying to tell me that instead of praying for Him to help ME save my children, that I needed to remember that HE is the one that saves. I can help, but HE does the saving. I can't save them. What a concept. What truth straight from God to me and what freedom from my burden... to be reminded that He is the God, not me, He saves, and I help! I walked back to my car to read my scriptures, which is where I get so many answers and guidance, and I just knew there was more to be learned that day. But when I opened my purse to grab my scriptures, I saw that I had a reminder on my phone telling me to “Email Bob my work hours.” So, I rummaged in my purse for a piece of scratch paper to total up my hours on. The first paper that I grabbed was a full sheet, folded in fourths. As I opened it up, a small picture of the Gilbert temple slid out of it. I thought, “Oh, that’s pretty neat. That’s where I am right now!” Then I started to read the paper to see if it was something I could write on. The top of it was titled “Live the Gospel Joyful." I didn't put this in my purse and had no idea what it was, so I kept reading and these are the beautiful words that I read that day...

“My dear sisters in the gospel, whether you are 8 or 108, there is one thing that I hope you truly understand and know: You are loved. You are dear to your heavenly parents. The infinite and eternal creator of light and life knows you. He is mindful of you. Yes, God loves you this very day and always.

He is not waiting until you have overcome your weaknesses and bad habits. He loves you today with a full understanding of your struggles. He is aware that you reach up to him in heartfelt and hopeful prayer. He knows of the times you have held onto the fading light and believed- even in the midst of growing darkness. He knows of your sufferings. He knows of your remorse for the times you have fallen short or failed, and he still loves you.

And God knows of your successes; though they may seem small to you, he acknowledges and cherishes each one fo them. He loves you for extending yourself to others. He loves you for reaching o ut and helping others bear their heavy burdens- even when you are struggling with your own.

He knows everything about you. He sees you clearly- He knows you as you really are. And he loves you- today and always!

Do you suppose it matters to our Heavenly Father whether your makeup, clothes, hair, and nails are perfect? Do you think your value to him changes based on how many followers you have on Instagram or pinterest? Do you think He wants you to worry or get depressed if some un-friend or un-follow you on Facebook or Twitter? Do you think outward attractiveness, your dress size or popularity make the slightest difference in your worth to the One who created the universe?

He loves you not only for who you are this very day but also for the person of glory and light you have the potential and desire to become.

More than you could ever imagine, He wants you to achieve your destiny- to return home to your Heavenly home in honor.

I testify that the way to accomplish this is to place selfish desires and unworthy ambitions on the altar of sacrifice and service. Sisters, trust in the saving power of Jesus Christ; Keep Hi laws and commandments. In other words- live the gospel joyful.

It is my prayer that you will experience a renewed and an expanded measure of the beautiful love of God in your lives; that you will find the faith, determination, and commitment to learn God’s commandments, treasure them in your hearts, and live the gospel joyful.

I promise that as you do so, you will discover your best self- your real self. You will discover what it truly means to be a daughter of the everlasting God, the Lord of all righteousness. Of this I testify and leave you my blessing as an apostle of the Lord, in the name of Jesus Christ, amen.”

I couldn’t believe the power and beauty and perfection of what I had just read! From the first sentence and the whole way through, tears were streaming down my face and my heart was full of joy! I felt as if God himself had written me a love note and tucked it in my purse for me to let me know He was there, to help me feel his love and to show me how he really saw me! He even tucked a picture of the temple in there to let me know this letter was for me on the day I was praying to him outside this very temple. HE HEARD ME!! I was completely overwhelmed by His sweet love for me. His kindness at answering me in such a cute, special and straight forward way! How could I ever deny that he hears my prayers and knows me and loves me? How could I ever forget how blessed I am? It was just a supremely wonderful moment that I will never forget.

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The paper was a talk given my Apostle Dieter F. Uchtdorf at General Conference in October of 2014. My daughter, Olivia, had been given in at church during young women's either that day or the Sunday before and had put it in my purse after class.  The picture of the temple was a temple schedule I had tossed in my purse the week before when I was at the temple. So special!! You can read the whole talk here: (it's so good!) https://www.lds.org/general-conference/2014/10/living-the-gospel-joyful?lang=eng

The next day, Monday, Jan. 26th, was the 4 year anniversary of the day we lost my sister, Liza, to suicide. I had been feeling like I was supposed to start a new fitness (spiritual and physical) challenge again (like my previous "More Fit For the Kingdom" challenge) and I had been thinking about starting it that day, in Liza's honor, but nothing had ever come together or felt right when I tried writing out the new challenge. It felt uninspired and I knew what inspiration felt like. Interestingly… several things started to all come together as the day progressed. First, I had just bought a brand new Book of Mormon and started reading at the beginning again. 

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This particular Monday I was on the 8th Chapter of 1st Nephi, it is the chapter of Lehi’s dream of the Tree of Life.  I didn't have time to read yet, but I knew that was going to be my topic of reading that day, so it really caught my eye that morning when looking quickly on Facebook, that Spring Thibaudeau had posted this picture an artist had created from the scripture story. I commented on her picture that i was going to be reading about Lehi's dream today too! 

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After work, I was standing at my craft table, and I was still thinking about running my Fit For The Kingdom Challenge again. As I stood there I thought "what I REALLY want a challenge to do for people, is to give them that same experience I had, of knowing that God loves you and seeing yourself through His eyes." Another piece to the puzzle was that earlier in the day I had been looking at my friend's website the “Brave Girls Club” and wishing I could afford to go to one of her soul healing art camps. Then I sarted thinking I would love to be able to provide something free for women (and men) that helped heal their souls the way her Soul Restoration art camps did, and better yet, the way mine had been healed by Heavenly Father... So, with all these thoughts and experiences and desires in my mind, and with the Holy Ghost's inspiration… that picture of the Tree of Life came into my mind and I realized that the tree was the LOVE OF GOD and that's I wanted to help people feel! I wanted to show them the things they can do to feel his love more fully in their lives and to see themselves through His eyes, just like I had! PLUS it was about TREES! Liza’s and my favorite thing!! It was too perfect. I said, “Lord, this seems perfect and it will be a lot of work, but I’m going to write out some ideas of weekly challenges that participants can do to grow closer to thee and see who they really are, and if there are 12 ideas, I will assume you want me to do it!” Of course, after I quickly wrote out my ideas, there were 12!! I got so incredibly excited that I hurriedly checked to see if the gmail account “Tree of Life Challenge” was available, and it was! Then I checked to see if the blogspot address “Tree of Life Challenge” was available and it was too!! So, in my excitement I announced it right then on Facebook and Instagram that I was starting a new challenge called the “Tree of Life Challenge” and I started a Facebook group too! And thus, the TREE OF LIFE CHALLENGE was born!! 

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It has been the biggest blessing I could possibly have imagined. The next few days I started to really hone the challenge into what it was meant to be, with the help of Katie and Maryjane, two of my sisters who have done the other challenge with me before, and my neighbor, Hillarie who had helped inspire me to start my soul book. Then I arranged the final list of the 12 weekly challenges that would be the crux of the Challenge. I arranged them and rearranged them (and prayed about it) until the fell into what felt like the perfect order!

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Several weeks later when writing them out with the calendar dates connected, I realized that the week I had chosen to focus on the Savior and the atonement, was the week that leads up to EASTER Sunday and General Conference! That’s what week it is right now (I started writing this a few weeks ago). And it is lovely, but has been a hard week. The Lord though has been carrying me. And I love him so very very much and I am so grateful that he has been the one constant in my life that I can go to and trust no matter what. Right now the song “Beautiful Savior” is playing on the Mormon Channel. Perfect.

It also has been amazing to see the blessing the challenge has been in so many lives. My own, the participants and my son, Rustin’s included. It blows my mind how one thing can touch so many people with the Spirit and teach them what they need to learn in the time and way that is perfect for them. One woman, Mary Cavenee, told me that she knew the challenge was for her when she saw it because she had been praying that very week for God to please help her feel his love in her life. Amazing! Dan Brimhall had just opened a letter from his wife who had passed away exactly one year earlier (on Jan. 4th) and she had admonished him to "be aggressively happy" and this was the perfect fit. YES!! :) I love you Kathy!

When Rustin decided to go on a mission and went to mission prep. his first time there, the lesson was on “The Tree of Life” and Lehi’s dream! What an amazing tender mercy. He wasn't even doing the challenge, but he felt His love!

My first time back in the temple after creating the challenge, I opened the Book of Mormon in the celestial room to see what the Lord might have me share with the group that week and I opened to Alma 32, which I knew was a chapter on faith, but it talks about planting the seed in our hearts.  Seeds to our own Tree of Life that we can have in our hearts!

 28 Now, we will compare the word unto a seed. Now, if ye give place, that a seed may be planted in your heart, behold, if it be a true seed, or a good seed, if ye do not cast it out by your unbelief, that ye will resist the Spirit of the Lord, behold, it will begin to swell within your breasts; and when you feel these swelling motions, ye will begin to say within yourselves—It must needs be that this is a good seed, or that the word is good, for it beginneth to enlarge my soul; yea, it beginneth to enlighten my understanding, yea, it beginneth to be delicious to me.

37 And behold, as the tree beginneth to grow, ye will say: Let us nourish it with great care, that it may get root, that it may grow up, and bring forth fruit unto us. And now behold, if ye nourish it with much care it will get root, and grow up, and bring forth fruit.
 38 But if ye neglect the tree, and take no thought for its nourishment, behold it will not get any root; and when the heat of the sun cometh and scorcheth it, because it hath no root it withers away, and ye pluck it up and cast it out.
 39 Now, this is not because the seed was not good, neither is it because the fruit thereof would not be desirable; but it is because your ground is barren, and ye will not nourish the tree, therefore ye cannot have the fruit thereof.
 40 And thus, if ye will not nourish the word, looking forward with an eye of faith to the fruit thereof, ye can never pluck of the fruit of the tree of life.
 41 But if ye will nourish the word, yea, nourish the tree as it beginneth to grow, by your faith with great diligence, and with patience, looking forward to the fruit thereof, it shall take root; and behold it shall be a tree springing up unto everlasting life.
 42 And because of your diligence and your faith and your patience with the word in nourishing it, that it may take root in you, behold, by and by ye shall pluck the fruit thereof, which is most precious, which is sweet above all that is sweet, and which is white above all that is white, yea, and pure above all that is pure; and ye shall feast upon this fruit even until ye are filled, that ye hunger not, neither shall ye thirst.
 43 Then, my brethren, ye shall reap the rewards of your faith, and your diligence, and patience, and long-suffering, waiting for the tree to bring forth fruit unto you.

It has been a huge blessing to me! During the music week, I was preparing to teach a class on “Bringing Light and Clarity Into My Life” for the stake Women’s Conference. I was so helpful and inspirational to have music and not noise all around me. It was pretty special too that I was asked to give a talk that was so perfectly aligned with the journey I had been on, and was still on, about getting closer to the TREE of LIFE and feeling God’s love and finding that Clarity to see who we really are! 

And finally, during general conference on Easter Sunday, there was an incredibly perfect talk called "Stay By the Tree" by Elder Kevin W. Pearson all about the TREE OF LIFE and the things we can do to successfully endure to the end on our journey of life! He talked about PRAYER first and SCRIPTURE study "every day, every day, every day!" and much more! How incredible! I got texts from several people during the talk.. "A Tree of Life talk!!" I was freaking out. It was the BEST! 

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So I want to thank you so much for being part of this most wonderful project of Heavenly Father's that He allowed me to be a part of with you. It was about YOU finding Him, and His beloved Son, and reaching out to Him so He can show you that he is already there and that he loves you! I truly hope you got a glimpse of yourself through His eyes and that you soaked it all in. You are absolutely and totally cherished by God, our Father, and by His Son who suffered and died for you. You have been blessed with many talents that will grow and develop and bless your life and the lives of others, especially as you use them in service. No one can replace you. No one can do the things that you were sent here to do. You are just amazing! I have felt the love and compassion from so many of you and have grown so much by learning from your experiences. So have the rest of our group! I hear over and over again from you how much you love each others' stories!! I hope you know that you have been touching lives all throughout this! Especially mine. I love you so much!

Please STAY BY THE TREE!! Here is the end of his inspired talk...

If you are struggling, confused, or spiritually lost, I urge you to do the one thing I know will get you back on track. Begin again to prayerfully study the Book of Mormon and live its teachings every day, every day, every day! I testify of the profound power in the Book of Mormon that will change your life and strengthen your resolve to follow Christ. The Holy Ghost will change your heart and help you see “things as they really are.”12He will show you what you need to do next. This is Nephi’s promise to you:
“And I said unto them … whoso would hearken unto the word of God, and would hold fast unto it, they would never perish; neither could the temptations and the fiery darts of the adversary overpower them unto blindness, to lead them away to destruction.
“Wherefore, I … did exhort them … that they would give heed to the word of God and remember to keep his commandments always in all things.”13
Brothers and sisters, enduring to the end is the great test of discipleship. Our daily discipleship will determine our eternal destiny. Awaken unto God, cling to truth, keep your sacred temple covenants, and stay by the tree!

I love you all more than words can express!!



Please take it tonight or tomorrow and Please take it even if you didn't do the whole challenge!!! I will send out the results and pictures of the tree of life projects on Tuesday! Have a great Monday!